I looked down and saw the only evidence that anything happen asmall pile of limestone dust on the floor. For no reason other than mymind was on auto p...ilot I went and got the dust pan and broom and swept upthe dust and throwing it away.I was able to convince myself a lot of normal people have hadhallucinations that they keep it to their selves and I just had my first.I decided that I would not check myself in to the psych ward till I haveanother. I did not do anything then but drink the head and. . enjoy! Me and my cousin who is younger than me always talked about how people had sex, sometimes he took out his penis and started stroking it. I always have loved his ass, aometimes we used to slap our asses but in a play mood but then we started to poke each others ass but still playing, we went on like this for a long time until one day that we went to our uncles wedding the party was over but during it as always we started to talk about sex we were all tired and it was time to go. " I said I couldn't imagine actually doing it, but he said he wanted too.I thought it over and decided to move beyond my inhibitions. I made a decision and discussed with my husband how to proceed. He told me "It's no problem logistically. Let's just get out of town and check into a hotel."We took off the following weekend. It was just like he said. We checked into a hotel, and went to a nearby bar. It was a comfortable place and there were lots of people there. Most of them were younger. We. “Look, I’m bi, not straight, and it has occurred to me that this isn’t going to work, this menage a trois largely due to me. The boys could and probably would be as loyal as they wished, but I need pussy. I was kidding myself that if I had two guys I could be faithful, but hell, I had Jamie, and he was great in bed, still is, and we both cheated on each other with Jason. Sorry, Chrissy, but it’s true. Things weren’t working out between the two of you, anyway. Besides, why should they give up.