.. need to know and you don't." You're not going to tell us?" Nope. But you're getting quite a bonus for the lower lake survey. I can tell you that th...ere's a whole hell of a lot more aircraft than were reported lost. War propaganda. There's so much still covered by the War Powers Act. Even your survey won't be released until 2005." He sighed, "The coastal surveys are extremely important to commerce and those will be released in chart form as soon as they can be printed." We're going to Detroit. After eatingthe meal and doing the dishes I decided to put on ablue movie as I still felt the need to relieve thesexual tension I had built up earlier in the shower. When playing with myself I liked to dress sexily so Iput on a black silk Basque and a pair of black silkknickers, I love the feeling of silk next to my skinand to feel silk rubbing on my nipples is one of themost erotic feelings I have ever had, I got out my twofavorite dildo’s and went back into the room, gotmyself a bottle. She had no comment. At two o’clock on the Sunday I kissed my wife goodbye and drove to the Golden Hind. I parked on a back street and went into the bar. I bought a drink and sat where I could see reception. I nursed my drink and wondered what the hell I was doing. At about ten to three the same tall, dark man I had seen the previous Thursday came in with a suitcase. He went straight to reception, left an envelope, picked up a key and went to the elevator. I was actually scared now. My heart. Three of the people I cared most about in the world were dead, and Sonia was going to be devastated.“She’s going to need you to be strong,” he told me. “I know exactly how you feel right now because I was there not long ago. It would be easy if we were heartless bastards like my uncles, but when you love your pets, you support them. You and her new sisters are all she has left now, and she will need all the support she can get.”As much as I hated to admit it, I knew he was right. I had been.