However at times I feel like the teacher, showing my own rule of discipline and skills needed to be a better lover. Revealing the secrets I have acqui...red in my own sexual adventures, the ways of how I can move a thumb in a way to cause an abrupt and sudden shaking of the legs and the indescribable sensation that is an orgasm. Often times I feel like a Greek hero with gifted powers to combat and overtake a god, the colossus strength of Hercules able to withstand the overwhelming power of making. Perfect, I thought to myself, suits my mood absolutely. Why did everything have to go wrong? I asked myself silently. I was so happy yesterday, waiting for tonight with more enthusiasm I had had in a long time. Well that’s what you get for falling for a man so quickly, Holly, you naive little girl, I chastised myself. You should know better by now. Indeed I should, for my short life of twenty-one years had been paved with love-related disappointments from the first feeble attempts to attract. When he came back to bed he had sucked down half the bottle. Denise turned to him and said, "Jim, we need to talk. We both fucked up last night." Yeah, we did, it was fun!" he told her with a leer, but his face fell when he saw her impatient gesture and expression. Denise was serious."Don't fool around. Last night, we never used a condom. I'm on The Pill, so pregnancy shouldn't be an issue, but it's still unsafe. We can't do that again." Hey, I ain't got nothin'," he told her huffily, but. But crawling into bed with those two girls is worth any amount of hardship. I love them so much it comes out my eyes.We have to get up now so Livy and I can get to the track. The team’s first meet is at The Plex today. I just need to kiss them one more time first.Classes, sensibly, hadn’t started at Purdue yet. So, campus was pretty clear for our cross country race. For the most part, the course is paved except the trail that runs down by the river. We start at The Plex and cross the river to.