My fingers slip under my coat and gently caress the silky material that barely covers my aching cunt. I drive around thinking of all the places I'd b...een with my no good perverted boyfriend. You know; the one who disappeared when I told him I was pregnant.I decided against the seedy bars. Too many people knew me there, and I was looking for something more anonymous, and maybe more public. I ruled out the usual adult video places with their sleazy back rooms, and I didn't feel comfortable. Having been raised to think that women who asked for sex will be considered a slut. Nevertheless when we had sex, he would expect me to be submissive under his command even if I found it degrading. The things he expected:- anal sex, sucking his huge dick and inserting bananas/carrots into my vagina. Sometimes he wanted to see me masturbate using those things and watched me till I climaxed. He enjoyed watching me do those things and as an obedient and subservient wife, I did it to please him. He. I poured my coffee and took it into his man cave and hit the TV button. I flipped through the channel until I found the music channel. I walked around his man cave until I got to that wall with photos from his wars. There were some horrific photos that I hoped my daughter had not noticed. I stood there as I saw a boy of 18 turn into a man in these photos as I scanned the wall. The photos seemed to span his whole 12 years of service. Near the end of these photos, John seemed to stand proudly. "We're all pretty close to even."Connie grabbed a pair of shoes from their winnings and tossed them into the ante pile. Mary took off her socks and threw them into the kitchenette. Kat looked at me. "We may be close to even," she said. "But I think the ante pile is winning." She then pulled her tee shirt off over her head and dropped it into the ante. Jack shuffled the cards and dealt out three hands. I sat down and picked up my cards. I had a pair of aces, a nine, a seven, and a two. This was.