We have already made something grandma"Jenny says"Is there enough?" Mary asks.Jenny assures her there is. I add, "We would love to have you, plus Id...on't want to die of food poisoning alone." I say with a smirk thatearns me a quick elbow to the side and a hearty laugh from Mary. Wespend the next few hours eating and talking. Mary and I are quiteimpressed with the food and we both complimented Jenny on the meal.Jenny for her part became almost unbearable in her smugness over themeal. She. I'd realize only toolate that I'd committed a major faux-pas, that I'd really done it. Damn,damn, damn! I cursed myself, and whatever it was inside me that had adeath wish or was intent on driving me insane.Humiliation kept flowing through me like a drug, as I handed over my twolarge canvas bags to the checkout lady to fill instead of the usual smallplastic bags. Not only did I want to do my part to avoid waste andpreserve the environment, but the large bags were much easier to carry onthe. " Are you forgetting whose ring you wear through your lips?" No, Master." Well don't. And remember, it's not enough that you submit. You have t o make him love it. Sell yourself by whatever it takes. He'd better like it or you'll be back making lonely wishes in your room again."There was fear again in Ellen's eyes."Please, you wouldn't leave me?" Disappoint Mr. Manning and you'll see how fast you find yourself alone."There was a knock at the door.Miranda opened it enough to see Manning waiting. "You know April, our 11th anniversary is coming up in a few weeks," Jack began.April wasn't surprised that he remembered, he was always good about remembering their anniversary, birth dates and special occasions. But she could tell by the tone of voice he was using that this was leading up to something, making her even more curious as to what it was."Yes it is," she replied simply, waiting on him."Well... I want to do something special for you this time. Really special." Like what?" she asked,.