I actually need your help with something.” “Sure, shoot!” “This may sound a little weird.” I said softly, and cringing with embarrassment. ...“Do you have any special role-playing outfits?” “You’re looking for something for yourself?” she asked, not batting an eye. “Ummm…” She could tell I was nervous. “We have some nice plus-sized costumes. I am sure we could find something for you.” She took my elbow and guided me towards racks and racks of different kinds of outfits that seemed ideal for. The best I could do was massage the head between my thumb and forefinger. It was extremely frustrating but extremely satisfying at the same time. I continued my back and forth trips every so often, taking in the sights of the young black girls. There were dark skinned ones, light skinned ones and one or two mixed ones. Back at my seat, I would constantly have to stop when a dancer or another customer come or looked my way. I didn’t want it to be obvious what I was doing. I had to look. However i also realized that when i wasn't eyeballing her, she was eyeballing me, which right away clicked that dude she also interested and you can definitely work your magic...So i kept eyeballing her throughout the wedding functions which lasted about a week or so. I was so anticipated to find a gap of Window where i could talk to her face to face. These people are very traditional as mentioned before and are also reserved, ladies to remain in the ladies and men amongst men. Finally i got. My name is Nidhin I am living in Kochi. My father works abroad. I have a younger brother named Sajith. He is studying in 12th standard and he is totally involved in studies since it was exam time for him. Mom was busy working in Government Office. She is smart and active in all social activities. My father really loved my mom. She was very keen in the studies of both of us.I was very active in college. Girls are really fond of me and most of the time I care them like my sisters. I never thought.