“It’s going to be okay. Trust me. When Ken goes back after I talk to him, he will know that his marriage is secure and he will believe that there ...is no risk from me.”“Obviously you don’t feel the same way I do.”“Linda! What we feel for each other is between you and me and no one else. If Ken believes that his marriage is at risk, he will do everything in his power to stop me being with you and all three of us will be hurt. I promised you that I would not hurt you and I promised you that I would. . I was thinking that my mom will scold me with what happened but no she was cool…she came out wearing my gown which was knee length.. I also wore my clothes and mom was behaving normal.. she asked me straight.. “abhi tak tu virgin hai?”I was like mom!! “are isme sharmana kya hai.. and abhi iske baad to sharmane ka bhi nahi.ME:” haan mom I am a virgin, kyu?’Mom: Toh tera abhi tak koi bf nahi bana?? Kisine kabhi tujhe touch nahi kiya hai?? Boobs nahi dabaye tere??Me: Nahi na.. Mann toh karta hai. I immediately dialed his cell. After the usual niceties, I got down to what I really called for."John, Derek tells me you screwed one of the secretaries at the Christmas party. Tell me that isn't so."Dead silence on the phone. I could almost hear his wheels grinding in John's head on what to say."Beth, Derek is telling the truth. It happened, and it meant nothing to me. I am asking for your forgiveness. I suggested that you sleep with Derek, rather than some stranger, to make up for my. The. Fuck!Everything was slowly changing back now. The signs were all there but I couldn't figure out why. Why was Izzy slowly becoming a bitch again after only four days? Was there something I was missing? I know the thing with Gene made her mad but there were other signs in the morning that were all started to click together.I didn’t bother dignifying her sudden mood swing with a response, shaking my head slowly as I retreated to my room and shut the door. Before I could even sit down.