I talked with Susan about Jake's request. Needless to say she thought the idea was great and accused me of being a 23 year old party poop. She bet tha...t I probally didn't even own anything sexy to wear. I bragged that Jake had bought me a red Teddie two years ago but I had worn it only once. I have a small figure but my breast are larger than they should be. I have always worn long bulky skirts and very baggy loose tops to conceal my large breast. The one time I tried the red Teddie on, I felt. Fucking the hot fat sixty five year old lady three houses up the street. Eleven to eleven thirty: Changeover. So my days were filled to the brim. In the evenings I was at home. Hadn’t got the time, the will and the power to keep some non sex related relationships to other people. I just Relaxed. Regained my strength. Watched TV. Played computer games. And spend some time with my lonely mum. Even helped her finding new guys to date. We both plagued the internet with her, and some hot pictures of. For instance, if the tickets changed my life, then was I living the life that I was supposed to? I've heard of the term "karma" from the popularity of Eastern religions, which is supposed to be the sum of a person's actions in this life and previous lives, and decides one's fate in this and future lives. Could these tickets somehow be interrupting this natural order, and would this interruption affect the karma of other people? These were really pretty heady things for a seventeen year old to. Aur bahut kuch bura bhala kaha. Fir maine khaa thik hai agar apko nahi chudwana to koi baat nahi par mai chodna chahta hu radha bhi nahi hai yaha. Mai control nahi kar sakta to mom ne kaha beta agar aise baat thi to bata dete par mere bare me aisa mat socho k mai apne pai k baad kisi aur k sath. Agar tu sex karna chahta hai to kar le kisi k sath yaha jo mana na kare mujhe koi aitraj nahi mai samajh sakti hu k tu jawaan hai tujhe sex ki jarurat hai maine kaha mom mai apke sath sex karna chahta.