’ ‘I have seen your head and your thigh. What else do you have to show me. I want to see it right now. Please.’ I looked at her for a moment, Th...en I pulled off my shirt. She put her hands over her lips. She looked up at me with tears in her eyes. ‘My poor , poor baby, they really did a job on you. You carried your buddy like that?’ ‘Yeah! I guess I did. There wasn’t anyone else to do it. I couldn’t leave him behind.’ ‘Jake Murphy, I am in total awe and amazement at what you did, you are the. .. from the time before the Phage. Boys that hadgrown up not knowing of a single, living woman still had pornographyfrom their fathers and the times before. Still had the carnal urges thatour race demanded for procreation. Like one half of a whole feelingphantom pains for a limb that had withered away and died off, theylimped on and wondered at their missing pieces. And now I looked likethat missing piece. Leslie too, I had to imagine since I hadn?t botheredto look at him thoroughly yet.So I. Snap. My head tilted back in a silent, breathless scream, but the closer the hits got to my pussy, the higher my arousal went. Splat. I jerked. The crop had hit just an inch from the top of my pussy-honey covered thigh. “Oh god, yes!” I groaned, but the next swat didn’t fall where I had anticipated it, didn’t land its devastating sting on my bared, greedy snatch. She had started on my other thigh and given me time to breathe. Her cheeks were flustered and her thighs trembled, but her fingers. Why is this happening to me. I love them, but they dont love me. Oh god what does he mean. We do love him dont we? Jennifer says as my tears come October 23 The only love I feel is from my two brothers Nick and Adam as well as their families. They treat me like someone they want around. At least they say they love me more then I can say about my family. Momma I dont like this. Have we been that mean to him? Kelsey asks as my tears make my vision blurred I dont know baby, but I cant read because.