These were all positive things that many young girls would die for, but none of them made Penelope smile.Penelope hated smiling.As crazy as it seems,... smiling was what lead to her standings in front of the mirror balling her eyes out.Summoning all the courage she could muster, Penelope reached into the back pocket of her skin tight, dark blue riding jeans and pulled out a crumpled piece of paper. She thought it silly that something as flimsy and thin as this notebook page could hold such power. “What are you wearing?” my mother asked as I came down from my bedroom in jeans and a t-shirt.“Not sure yet”, I knew exactly what I was going to be wearing, but I had a plan that would, I hope work.“Ok “my father huffed “but don’t be late, young Tina Green is going and I know you would like to see her “ he gave me wink as they left to help nan get organisedWhen I could hear the loud music and gay abandoned laughter from nans, two doors away, I went and got changed into my outfit, looked in the. She was glad the talk went as well as it did. She still had feelings for Lani but those were mostly between her legs. She'd help her move and visit her in Corvallis but as far as lovers, they were done. Her sexual world had been opened up by Lani and for that she would be eternally grateful. Someday the right person would come into her life, male or female. It was now just a matter of time, she hoped. Dave and Karen would be home on Sunday afternoon. Lani had a lot to do between now and the. Although I can say for sure that Joe wore it much better than I did.Jen lingered while giving us drinks and talked about whatever she could I decided to join her at her side to thank Joe for all the help when I realized why she was finding excuses to continue the conversation the sprinklers and sun had made Joe’s shorts hug his body and there was no mistaking his manliness that man had a huge penis. From where I was standing now I could tell that it was no secret that Jen had noticed her eyes.