They were also concerned about the traumaticrepercussions of a young man losing his penis. I had several conflictingthoughts and emotions going throu...gh my head that I had to come to termswith. In the end, and with maybe just a little help from the hospitalcounselor, I was able to start to come to grips with my situation. Whatwas done was done, and it would be best to move forward as best aspossible.One thought kept going through my mind. This bastard had disfigured mephysically, I would be. " Daali slid from the booth and stood erect.Victor flew from the booth, standing in front of Daali. He cupped his hands around her waist as he spoke to her. "How come you're in such a rush - why don't you stay and "forget" a little longer? I don't bite, much, and maybe I can even help you."After another hour of drinks and chatting, Daali found herself at Victor's apartment with $1000 in her pocket, along with a promise of help from Victor in getting a job interview. The money was a "loan" from. No! No! No! He had kept these urges and emotions suppressed for over two years; to let them out now would be folly!"Are you listening to me Mike!" his wife scalded, sensing that his mind was wandering.Mike fought the quickening and smothered the craving. He would be a good boy!(T minus two weeks)Mike had been unable to concentrate at work; fighting the quickening took all of his energy. He was sitting in his study explaining to himself what folly it would be to give in to his urges. Curiosity. "Things have REALLY changed since then..."Have they ever, I think to myself- and most of the changes have comeover the course of the last ten months, ever since Dr Williamson gaveme my first dose of oestrogen.Before I took that first hormone pill, I was, mentally and physically,a little girl, but now, I am very much a young woman. As promised, Ihad my growth spurt, so I now stand 5' 6" tall- taller even than mymother. All of my clothes come from the 'women's section of shops orcatalogues, as.