Linda laughed and said that I bet you that I can find you a guy here with a bigger cock and you would forget all about Ben.I’m not sure I want to re...place Ben with someone else OK Linda said but your gonna be sorry. Later that day Linda came back to our room with a guy named Todd in tow and said that they were going to her room and fuck and I could join them if I wanted. I told her that I would think about it. Linda and Todd went into her room and in less than a minute you could hear them. The lady doctor saidthat because of Mom’s own past medical trouble, it may be something thatI had inherited, so she gave me some antibiotics to take to see if myproblem could be corrected without the necessity for surgicalintervention, but I had an allergic reaction to them.So my Mom said that because I was no longer fully a real boy that afemale specialist needed to be called in and that my problem might be asa result of the long dosage of hormones that I had been taking.Given the history of. I had a dream about you last night, which is why I am writing you this letter. I dreamt that I was reclining on a couch, like the ones’ you see in a psychiatrist office, and I was thinner than I am today. At six-two and two-hundred sixty pounds, I am no bone but I am not a marshmallow either. I was shirtless, wearing jeans and barefoot. The room looked like a hotel suite, spacious, a huge bed behind us with four posters, and flowery patterns on the walls the décor. The bed looked rumpled, as if. "Cam, sweetie, are you sure about that?" she asked. "I mean, so far we've skated right by on you and Nick, but if you're there with him it's going to kind of rub the whole situation in, and Adler's bound to pick it up and print something." And? We haven't exactly been in hiding, and I couldn't care less. Do you, Nicky?"This much at least I understood. "I'm with the woman I love"—Marilyn's eyebrows went sky-high at that one, she hadn't heard either of us say it before—"she's the most beautiful.