I think that it will probably be next week rather than this coming week. The British Legion will want to attend, I'm sure."I felt a bit bad that I had... been making love to Julie while Grandpa took his last breath, but then I realised that I hadn't known anything about it, and he would have been pleased that I had found a partner for life, as he had with Grandma.Grandpa's was the first family death; although it had been expected, it was still not a nice feeling realising that I'd never see him. ” He struggled to find a word, seeming unhappy, conflicted. What the hell was he trying to say? Was he concerned that Schaffer would be offended if Zagza told him that he would be a liability? It kind of went without saying, he couldn’t shoulder one of those rifles and he couldn’t go more than an hour or so without needing to be carried around. What was the problem?Then the alien did something that froze Schaffer’s heart.He lifted his hand to his head, mimicking a pistol with his fingers and. I want to show each person that I love them, and I want to feel their love for me. Sometimes, we fuck but mostly we make love. Even if I were back on a set for one of my films, I would love it because I would be in charge of me, and not someone else. Now, if someone wanted me to do something I didn't want to do, I wouldn't do it. Before I felt I had to or I wouldn't be loved. I know I have to love 'me' first, and if I do that, I won't be doing things that make me do or think otherwise."Tina. I moved my hand to her chestnut-brown nipple. I placed my hand under her breast, thumb on nipple, and hefted it. ‘And this,’ I continued, ‘is the source of my precious little girl’s nourishment. One of two, anyway. And this,’ I paused to squeeze out a drop of milk, and placed it on my tongue, ‘is the sweet sustenance her little body needs. She’s thriving on it. You make good, rich milk, and we’re all benefitting from it.’ By now, more tears were flowing, only they felt different. The smile on.