One passage particularly hit me as, late into the night, I devoured the book. I was tired, needed to sleep but this book touched me. It touched someth...ing deep inside me. I read and read and read. ‘She gives, not because she wants to but because she needs to. She gives herself and it is more than the giving of love, it is the giving of herself, her whole self. She doesn’t always like it but it is what she is.’ And more. ‘She does not have to call her lover, ‘Mistress’ for that to be the case.. This side of her still surprised and somewhat scared me, but it was certainly a sight to see.The knock on the back door took me by surprise. Brenda didn't expect anyone either, so I told her to put some clothes on and answer it while telling Susan to run upstairs and let Kristen know to keep Jeremy quiet. Sally stayed with me while we watched Jen go through her training. I heard Brenda and someone talking, then the door close before Brenda came up to me and said Jane was waiting at the back. Elegant but sensual, I slip into the matching silk robe and sit down to put on the silver cuff bracelets and anklets. The door clicks, and Brad steps inside; his gaze falls on me and he gives an appreciative smile, "Let me look at you."I stand up and slowly rotate to show myself to him at all angles, Brad steps closer with a metallic jingle and sweeps my hair back from my neck. Gently, he clips a collar around my neck before smoothing my hair back into place, he leads me over to the bed and. There was constantly something new to view. It soon became apparent, though, that at least a couple of guys had found a place to keep their eyes fixed. I noticed one elbow his mate and say something. His mate turned to look and his eyes widened considerably. I knew that look. I looked at Sarah out of the corner of my eye and noticed she had slid forward just a little on her stool and was leaning back against the servery. Her legs just far enough apart to give those two a good look without.