He said, "Rich, man I'm sorry. Idon't know what happened."From behind I heard, "You....are....dead."I turned to see my brother standing there in his f...ootball gear. He hadjust gotten back from practice.He said, "Dad is gunna kill you."I couldn't talk. I just stood there.Joe said, "Sorry man, I...umm...I gotta go." He ran down the drivewayand out of sight.That was the last time I ever saw him.I turned to walk into the house. As I walked passed Mike he said, "Whatare you gunna do?" Don't know," I. " Umm, yes, I must be. I want to suck all the girls and fuck all the guys, and I won't draw the line at eight-year-olds. I'd like to put Karen to shame." I think you will if given half the chance. Stand wider so I can get the playground." Yes, Mommy. Soap it good... ummm, Gail, that feels so damn good." Yes, it does, now sit."Missing the hands, Kay sat in the water, then laid back with Gail's hands holding her head. With just her face out of water, while Gail soaped her hair, washing piss out,. I kept clear of young women as much as I could. One of the male students turned out to be involved in University cricket so I talked to him for a while, then I let Sue drone on about flower shows for as long as I could bear it, and I spent at least half an hour safely engaged with George's mother, who was over eighty and entertainingly ga-ga. At one stage a BYT that had been standing quite close to me while talking to some darkly handsome boy suddenly broke off her conversation with him and. But since she won’t shut up and the neighbours can hear all of this, I ask her to step back inside and sit down. She sits on the sofa and calms down a bit. She is glaring at me with all the moral self-righteousness that only a woman can muster up. She thinks she has me trapped. She is 100% convinced her plan has worked. Oh, the tangled web of lies and deceit she has wrought around herself and I am about to hack through them with a few pieces of paper.I reach into my pocket slowly. I extract the.