There was a fire at the docks. Constance hurried to the window. Yes, she could see a blaze down by the waterfront. People were dashing all around, br...inging buckets, throwing water on the flames. Moments later, Rob and Lord Cuthburt and the men of the manor were racing down the road to help. She started to turn from the window, thinking that she would hastily dress and join the townswomen in helping in whatever ways they could. A dark silhouette loomed on the balcony, backlit by the fire.. She certainly sounded confused enough when she asked me, again and again, what was wrong.But before long, I was so crippled by my intense desire for her, and my inability to determine whether what I was seeing was even real, that I basically squeaked and ran out of the room whenever I saw her.I couldn't keep this to myself anymore. All I did with my free time was masterbate to depraved thoughts about the woman who'd given birth to me. For all I knew, I was going insane. I had to tell someone.It. ..”“You are sure, Mila? This is a thing we cannot repair.”“A girl must become a woman. It is best if she becomes a woman with her husband.” She stepped up close, so I brought her into my arms. She wrapped hers around me, looking up into my face. Wiggled. Smile broadened. “My Dave is interested.”“You are a very pretty lady, Camila,” I told her. “If you want me, I can’t help but be interested.”“This part,” she giggled. “I want it.”“You have had it. Your hands...”Giggle. “My mouth ... And. I'm the one who has to go through pregnancy. I'm the one who has to go through childbirth. I'm the one whose career is going to be interrupted - maybe even ruined." She shook her head. "It's not that I hate children," she added quickly, perhaps too quickly. "I want to have a family someday. But I'm a model, and I've only got so many good years. Stretch marks would ruin my career."The judge nodded. "So you intended to have an abortion." Yes, your honor. Until he got the injunction to.