.. nothing that would directly contradict being hit by a truck and then spending 8 weeks in recuperation.Just to be safe, I'd asked her not to bring i...t up to anyone. It was a weird conversation, but I'm pretty sure that I managed to convince her to at least avoid mentioning it to Mom - I'd said it would "bring back the traumatic memories", and that at the time, I'd worried Mom had suspected something about how often Lucy had been coming into my room.I think she bought it. I wouldn't be sure. She makes it to the top of the staircase and proceeds to go to her bedroom. She waddles to the bathroom and runs water I'm the tub. A handful of Epsom salt, a pineapple bath bomb and coconut lime soap is added to the water. Seeing bubbles, Star strips down to her birthday suit and sticks a toe in the water. Perfect! She eases her taut, golden body into the water. She sighs and splashes in her ivory claw foot tub. She closes her eyes, not one for candles near water, and inhales the tropical. "It's probably OK for me to spank or use things that can't cause damage, but I think I have to get a lot more in touch with myself before I used anything that could really hurt someone. It may well be that I have to experience it first. All I can say is it's yet one more thing rattling around in my head. Wow. It's unbelievable how fast everything moves in my head."I've learned that Athena can advise me with all this; she's farther along in dominance than I am. Right now, I wouldn't want to do. Yesterday hadbeen horrible. And he was sure that today, when he felt so miserable,things would probably be even worse. Was Cassie going to let thereceptionist watch - or help again? This time, was Cassie going to lether see - everything? He certainly hoped not. If it wasn't for thefact that he needed his diapers changed, and that Mel required him tohave Cassie do it for him every day, he would have avoided the gymaltogether. Plucking up his courage, he opened the door and went in."Hi.