5Thinking fast I said, I like crank, thinking that it would sober me upand make me more assertive, keeping my head on straight. He made me outa huge l...ine and a line of coke for himself, handed me the mirror first,I did the line in one fast inhale, with a shook look on his face, he didhis. In just a few seconds a burn like I had never felt before hit theinside of my nose.It made my eyes water and my nose run, the drop was the worst tastingand left a whelp on the back of my throu, my eyes would. Which pissed me off. Then he would dissapear for days at a time travelling or fucking other women. I would grow jealous of them, because they were getting his cock and not me. I knew he only wanted my body and he paid me for it. It should have made me feel dirty, but I loved it. He would fuck me senseless two or three times a week and then pay me a couple hundred bucks each time. I was getting paid for the honour of fucking his huge cock.I still thought I could make him love me for me Looking. Lauren found the safety, showed him how to turn it on and off. She eyed the ammo can, opened it, pulled out a clip and slammed it into the gun. "Safety's on right now. Only turn that off when I tell you, ok? Only then ... Bring the rest of the ammo too."Finch nodded and cradled the gun, picked up the canister and got into the passenger seat.Logan was already inside when Lauren sat down. She assured herself that the pistol was still next to her, gripped it a moment before turning the engine over. “Hey, if you aren’t feeling good about doing this tonight with me, we can just enjoy talking and getting to know each other better. I don’t want to just fuck you, Libby. I want to make love to you. My way. No games. No rushing. Just two people enjoying each other in bed without pressure.”She smiled, “You know, at first when Kent said he wanted me to fuck other men for him, it pissed me off. Then, it hurt my feelings. I didn’t understand why he would want something like that. But I’ve done a lot.