I asked him if he wanted me to help him with it. He stood back and looked deeply into my eyes. I could see in his eyes that he understood that I was a... girl now, with a girl's desires to please her boyfriend. He said that he wanted me to do that, but before I did that for him, he wanted me to know what it really felt like to be a girl. He told me that he was going to take me out on a date so that I could find out what really happens to girls when they were in love. I was terrified at the idea. After the initial days, I moved into a flat with a few of my friends. My friends, knowing how much I want to show my body, made full use of it. If they had to check if their boyfriends look at other girls, I was used as bait. Dressing slutty and trying to seduce men gave me the ultimate thrill.One evening one of the girls said about the pizza dare. It is simple – the pizza delivery guy comes to deliver the pizza, and Sometimes the pizza delivery guy hugs, kisses, gropes and gives the pizza. Maine jaise hi door opn kiya uska 7 saal kaa beta, use bhulane aaya tha. Ruby ne kaha tum chalo me khana bna ke aati hu. Aur wo chala gaya. Maine door band kiya aur kitchen me chala gaya, rupy ko piche se hug karke uske boobs press karne laga. Mera lund to pehle hi khada tha, jo uski gand me feel ho raha tha, aur me dhere dhere jatke bhi laga raha tha. Ruby se control naa huya wo piche mudi aur boli, mujhe dekhna hai.Me: ji dekhna h dekh lo.Usne mere lower me hath daal diya aur mere khade lund. Surgeons and assistants should always visualize instruments and tissue that they manipulate. Distracting conversation should be avoided, comforting the patient when necessary. Soft music is often an acceptable alternative.”It seemed to be the same standards he had learned during his initial surgical training. He felt the document was Dr. McLemore’s means of putting him on notice that she expected him to follow the code of behavior explicitly. She was going to be a “By the Book” bureaucratic.