For several minutes he caressed her leg making sure all the other women were either directly watching or from the corner of their eye trying to look l...ike they were not looking. When he was sure they all were looking he slip his hand up between both legs under the skirt and let his finger caress her pussy through the panties. She liked the feel of his hands on her legs and as she watched him she began to get the idea of what was going on tonight and it turned her on. The two of them were going. . at the same time... ... if you can imagine it.God!It was something only God could pull off.But ... why?Why here ... why now?I’ve always believed. Always ... until I began to wonder if the atheists might be right and it all ends when we die.Life can’t be that cold and final, can it? Some nights I’d lie in bed and worry about what would be coming after I stopped breathing. Would it hurt? Would I be afraid? Would I see loved ones? My mother and father? Grandma?These doubts have haunted me for. She went into our luggage and threw a speedo to me. She slid her skirt down and pulled up her little thong bikini. I could see already her lips were swollen with anticipation. Her ass jiggled as she walked past me. We walked out to the pool area and that is when I really noticed something strange with the crowd on the cruise. There were a lot of same sex couples holding each other male and female. Then I saw the rainbow flag over the pool. My wife successfully booked a gay/lesbian cruise.. Should I do this? Can I avoid doing this? Can I do this without getting caught. At home I spend a bit of time in bed, experimenting with my imagination. I run through those perfect girls from the older end of my cadette scout class, mentally undressing them. I imagine sweet, blonde Yvonne, with the breasts almost as big as mine, tall and beautiful. I’ve seen the way she looks at the other girls and the way her nipples stick up under her uniform when she does. She would come to my bed willingly,.