Someone came out and cleaned up the mess made by Lindsey when she saw Dusty.Suddenly something clicked for Suzan and she suddenly looked at Dusty and ...Lindsey hard.Catching his eye as he looked around desperately again at the other women, Suzan mouthed "The Lindsey?" almost as an accusation as she watched them when Dusty looked her way.Suddenly it dawned on Dusty that for someone that he was supposed to be upset with and wanted them to never touch him again, they were awfully close now. And he. Sarah now worked part time for us doing the bookkeeping. She saved me trying to keep up with the paperwork and even Rocky had to admit I wasn't any good at that. He did acknowledge my expertise at cutting the inlays and several times used them on his work and I generated a goodly part of the income for the firm. I received a regular wage now but I had a growing resentment of him being my master and having such control over my affairs. He could, and did, demand sex whenever he wished and I had. But I didn’t have any major expectations. I wasn’t looking for anything concrete. I just wanted pure unadulterated sex…gentle and loving and exquisite…but sex all the same. So tonight was the big night. He was picking me up at the apartment I was staying in, and we had dinner plans and maybe a movie. I was taking extra care in the shower…everything shaved, scrubbed, cleansed and smelling wonderful. I closed my eyes and, as always, the picture of him was right there before me. I could feel. I went from a lanky kid with a lithe form to a half-assed athletic guy with a bit more muscle to attract some girls. That was a whole other story however. Despite my new look, and a tiny shred of self confidence added, my love life was basically none existent. I had secluded myself from the thought of actually getting to know someone decent. I'm sure I met plenty of girl who'd be happy to hook up with an insecure and more or less feminine guy, but I never thought I had a chance. That was until.