I know, I got it real cheap at the thrift shop, but shit, I was starting to see some results. You see, my body is really a freak show. I know I'm only... sixteen, but really, did my tits have to come in all weird and all? I got stuck with two freakish nubs, each about the width and length of two thumbs laid side by side. I mean, I'm flat as a board and in the middle of my chest I grew these two protuberances that just stick straight out, all weird looking. In a tee-shirt I look as if I have two. He showed them to her, two big prongs sticking up from the strap. Her eyes dilated and her mouth dropped. 'Let's give this a try.' he said handing it to her. 'Hurry up. Put it on.' LP put one then the other into her mouth. 'You're right Mr. Newnen. She is a fast learner.' She stepped in and pulled them up to her pucker and her folds. Lined them up and started to press.They were big and even though she was desensitized from the previous ones, it was tender down there. 'Here, let me give you a. That information only reinforced my theory that sex was indeed a double edged sword; pleasure and power.I thought again of the innocent children's game of 'eye-spy' we played in the jeep, then I saw him holding a gun to uncle's head and tempting fate by pulling the trigger. I saw him anxious to molest my cousin, settling instead on fucking my aunt. The latter atrocity I wanted to lay blame on the Nazi for, but couldn't. I could only blame him for not interceding to protect the woman who fed. After Jenny had gone to bed one night the loneliness finally hit me hard! I was quietly crying while sitting on the couch when she came in and sat down beside me. ‘What’s wrong Isaac?’ ‘I’m not sure, Jenny. Even though you are here I feel so alone it is almost more than I can bear. I’ve never previously felt quite like this. There is a restlessness and deep sadness that I just can’t seem to name. I feel so very alone!’ Jenny sat down next to me and held me in her arms. It wasn’t long before I.