But still, to go with my friends, in the dark, at the movies."Of course. I can't cheat on you that way – you know that, right? I mean – when you d...isagree with Mel it's one thing, but I can't just cheat."I still couldn't cheat – I didn't think – not even if I wanted to. At that moment, I glanced at Kayla and Tyler, and the others too.He said, "Yeah. I guess I know that."I turned back to him and reached out my hand. "Take my hand, sweetie."He took it. I smiled."Thanks! I'm gonna go tell them.. By the way good luck with Carina I can only imagine what it’s like to be trapped in her web buddy. I’m so jealous of you. Look have fun and just like I always tell you, ‘be a sponge, sit back and soak it all in’ Okay buddy talk to you on Monday enjoy this weekend it’s going to be very interesting that ‘s for sure.”Friday afternoon:Mark and Carina left out early Friday morning to attend the open house at Rutgers University. They drove for several hours in which Carina basically slept as Mark. .I'm fine. It's just so hot. . . . . ." I muttered, trying to hide the love I was sure she could see in my eyes. She walked over and sat in the lawn seat beside me. I was fiddling with my gun uselessly, trying to find a way to dissapear."What's been up with you lately, Deadshot?" She used my nickname. Everyone had always called me Deadshot, cause I'm a dead shot with guns. I hated when she called me that. It made me feel distant from her. I just shook my head. "C'mon, tell me. . . . .please?". "Holy Mother," I prayed, "Goddess of Mothers and Wives, watch over my husband and wife. Holy Slata, intercede with your husband. Beg for Holy Pater himself to shelter my spouses in the darkness of the mines."I huddled on the bed. I was so helpless. All my spirits had been taken from me. I couldn't help my spouses. They were on there own.SeamusMy skin crawled as Aoifa led us deeper into the mines.There was so much mountain above us. The weight seemed to press down on me. I wiggled my shoulders.