He was shocked to see that she did not blink (well, to be honest she might have, but he was not paying that much attention to her as he “confessed h...is sins”).“Well, thank you for that” Susan said as she drained her cocktail. “Does that sound like something you are in to” Adam asked sheepishly.“Very much so, when would you be interested in starting?”“As soon as possibly” he replied with a gleam in his eyes.” His mind was racing thinking what this lovely older woman had in store for him. He could. I didn't sleep to well the rest of the night, this was very upsetting. Needless to say, I felt guily about seeing them make out but telling them was out of the questiom, this was something I was going to have to live with. Add to this, I just found out how sweet it was to masturbate pkus the golf cart guy throwing a kiss in the air then grabbing his crotch as he passed , well, it was mind boggling for me. In addition, going to that stage show every night, seeing those dancing girls with next. It's just a surprise. It was Thursday night after coming back from an out-of-town game and Tom came to pick me up and take me to his apartment . Tom is an older man (44 or 45) and I am a 23-year-old college student at the University of Nobody's Business. I am a pitcher for our Baseball team and it is very hard for me to explain to my teammates and of course my family about these fantasies about having sex with men.On Thursday night, that fantasy became a reality and it was wonderful, but I have. She stopped dead in her tracks when she realized that she did not know what she was going to say to this guy. She had been a bitch to him after he was nothing but nice. Her body started to tremble and her hands shook. She diverted her path and sat at another table where she could watch him out of the corner of her eye. The second band started playing and everyone turned around to look at the stage including Dave. She caught Nolan walking over towards him and buried her face into her arms. .