I am nothing without him. Nothing. I stand here for a moment. I shall skip dinner. All I want is a drink: Something, anything to numb the pain. I wal...k down the stairs with a death grip on the gown and into the kitchen. Slowly, I open the refrigerator. The cool air feels so welcoming. I look around and fumble through the bottles: Whisky, Vodka, Bailey’s Irish Cream, and Wine. I like the idea of a smooth milkshake topped with Bailey’s. Yes. Perfect. I sip from the bottle and the liquid dances in. She knew about Sophie’s ministry and actually did some of it herself. I thought, “Oh shit! She is not gonna be on my side, that’s for sure.”Then she surprised me by saying, “I do understand your feelings because my husband has them also. I think that you need compassion as well and I would be very happy to provide it.” As she began unbuttoning her blouse I realized that I had really heard what I thought I heard. Her bra unhooked in the front and a couple of jugs much bigger than my wife’s. When she looked up, I handed her the card. Another woman, whose desk ID said Barbara Kennedy, came over to look.Barbara Johnson cleared her throat. "When did he give you this?"I said, "It was in my pay envelope last Friday."Ms. Kennedy said, "Pay envelope? What is your job here?" I was a contract hire: Art Director for the auction."Ms. Johnson asked, "So you worked for Justin?" Well, technically, Justin reported to me. Christine said I should bring the card straight here." Ms. Kennedy was. ''so where do you want to go then''''nandos''''ok cool''once we arived i ordered a half a chicken with extra peri peri sause and Racheal ordered a quater chicken and chipsafter eating racheal said she wanted to quickly stop at her parents housethere i met her brother and sister who looked kinda hoti also noticed that the faimily was very clean looking unlike my mom who was always looking like shit.After a while Racheals brother was walking in the house and i loved how he smelled cause he wore.