I was frightened that I would lose Carol. Jealousy is a terrible thing. As an example, one time when we were all cuddling in bed and getting ready to ...go to sleep I got up to use the bathroom. When I came back in the room Carol and John were making out, caressing and kissing. It looked like the prelude to sex and I was the odd man out. I froze in the doorway. I couldn't move, speak or breathe. They looked up and saw the expression of my face. They both jumped out of bed and hugged and soothed. He finished the examination and removed his gloves. He grabbed my hand and sniffed my fingers. “I smell your pussy,” he said as he slammed my hand down. “Yes,” I whispered, fearing he would pursue it even more. “You were pleasuring yourself,” he stated. Fears confirmed. “Yes, I was,” I said. He exhaled and shook his head. “That was very bad of you,” he said. Looking down, I nodded in agreement. “Look at me, when I speak! How should I handle this?” he asked, although he already knew the. The thumbs press a little harder and I feel the long nails of her fingers against the top of my collar bone.The thumbs move as mirror images up beneath my bob cut, her palms sliding forwards until her little fingers are just beneath the open neck of my silk blouse. I let my head loll to one side, my cheek caressing the smooth skin on the back of her hand and her perfume becomes stronger and for the merest instant I feel her hair brush my other cheek.I want to speak, but her silence makes me. My entire body shook uncontrollably. I think father could see this and it brought the barest hint of a smile to his lips. He placed a hand on my stomach. My small stomach. So small that his hand could nearly wrap around my waist. “It is up to you how I make my choice for my second daughter. Daughters are unfortunate for a man in my position. I'm forced to either send you to a convent where you'll be a bride of God and as a result a burden on the church or I must train you to become a lady in.