A hot flash washed over me as if I’d opened an oven door and I realized that I had to leave.Wow! It was somewhat sobering.I was ashamed of myself fo...r the way I felt. After all, suppose he was to wake up and find that his hard penis was sticking out of his shorts and that his mother was hovering over him. “My God!” I thought. How would I explain something like THAT?I quickly and quietly left the living room and ran upstairs to my bedroom. I lay in bed until well after midnight wrestling with my. I saw you kiss him." What of it?" Flora thought quickly. Nancy and Molly were prettychummy. Was she spying for Molly - or, worse, for Shamus? She decidedto stick with the story she'd been giving the Irishman. "I-I'm a girlnow. Girls kiss men. It feels kind of nice, in fact."Nancy grimaced slightly, as if at an obdurate student. "Yes, but whenthey do, they should know _who_ they're kissing. He's married." That didn't stop him. Why should it stop me?"She frowned and nodded. "It takes. Embarrassed, I sat down on the bench and draped the shirt over it.I motioned to Lexi that she had to open the door, but her terrified look told me that she wasn’t a fan of that idea at all. “One second!” I assured Katie, but every second of delay would only serve to make us look more and more guilty. I tried to think of better ways to deal with the situation but there was only one way out of the gym and no places to hide. All we could do was face the music and deal with the fallout. Maybe it. “Think about it,” he said. “Am I saying no because the guy scares me, like because I think he’ll... well, you know, if I say no then it looks like either I don’t trust you, or I think this guy will outshine me in some way... If I look too confident I could come across as arrogant, too cocky, foolish. You want to know why I’m a little scared... it’s because you’re offering me a tightrope for a couple of weeks.”“You want to call it off.”“Hell no.”“So what about when you say yes?”“When?”“If?”“Same.