I can thread a needle in the light but it's harder to do in the dark, but not impossible. The issue with the water is kind of the same. For some reaso...n I could see the bonds in the structure of the water in the creek. I can't, or haven't figured out how to see the structure of the water at the ranch. I tried to look at the water in town too. It's even worse than at the ranch. I looked at Lynx Lake when we drove past it. I can see it almost as well as I can Turkey Creek. I looked at rain water. Every night for most of a year I would wait for you to fall asleep in your shinny pantyhose and I would play it on a loop until you woke up".At this point I'm full of emotions; Angry, confused, hurt, betrayed, and honestly, somewhat turned on."This is bullshit! I want you to get the fuck out of here NOW!" I yelled and started to get up.What happened next is somewhat 'fuzzy'...He didn't get up, he didn't yell, he didn't try to cause a fight. He started to say something, and I barely heard half. .?” but she covered her face with her hand and waved me off with the other and I said “I'm sorry” and she just sat back up and pulled her clothes back on but she threw her shoes in the backseat and then she put her seat back in place and drove on barefoot. And none of us said anything and I felt so stupid sitting there without my pants on but I couldn't reach them now without more or less sticking my ass in Cait's face, and then after a while I just said “I'm sorry” again because I didn't know. Secretly, I wanted to see him "shoot", I wanted to be his source material, but I was terrified about alerting him to my keenness to get involved, so I did what a lot of girls do naturally, I started to adjust my position to show more of myself but never make eye contact, in reality, as long as it was darker on the outside, I could watch his reflection.I put my jacket down on the seat beside me to open up my lap, then I crossed my legs, in an open man like fashion, so my knee was at right angles.