He looked at her for a second and her heart filled with fear. She tried kicking him, but his fingers immediately found her throat. “Calm the fuck ...down. I’m just putting these shorts on you, Rich Bitch.” Her kicking subsided, mostly due to the hand on her neck, but also due in part to her curiosity about his motives. She laid still as he put the shorts back onto her, and helped her to her knees. He left the room and she still wondered about his motive. The motive was clear. Kyle. I turned from studying a couple of black kids on one corner and a pair of transfer students on another. Both groups did a very bad job of hiding the fact they were watching Morgan, Ahmo, and Erin. They were completely oblivious to each other and me."Here he is!" Ahmo said as Elis walked out of the school building. "I'm so glad you convinced him to help with the Senior Planning Committee, Morgan."Convinced? More like put him in a choke until he swore not to let her suffer through another meeting. Your room" he finally managed to say."Do you not like making me happy Matthew?" Well yes Ms Thornbury" he was about to add "not in that way" but wascut off"And as for you putting my things on, well you can always sayno.......and leave!" But Ms Thornbury that's not fair" sounding like a child in hisresponse."Not fair Matthew, I did explain that this arrangement was a favour toyou and my dear friend Penny. I will not be dictated to in my own homeMatthew, so what is it to be, live here under my. I remember having anold dress of my sisters that was in the dress up box. I wore it any chanceI got, and even then, I knew that I was a girl and I also knew this wassomehow wrong. This was reinforced when the dress was suddenlyunavailable.I secretly borrowed clothes from my sister for the next 14-16 years, thesewere worn as often as possible, often under my regular boy clothes. I knewI should not feel bad about my desire to be a girl, this wasn't a choiceor something I had asked for, it was.