Our lives as they could have been flashed before me. It would have been beautiful! I know there are many things I failed to tell you, things that mayb...e would have helped you understand me, and believe me when I told you that I loved you. I know that I betrayed your love by taking another, instead of choosing you, and waiting till you could do what you needed to do to be with me. I know I did not fight for you. I know that it hurt you that I didn’t. And yet, despite it all, despite the awful. I was beginning to grow in both thickness and length. As I wrapped a dry towel around my waist, I looked at myself in the mirror. My bulge was plainly visible. Oh dear god, what would she think if I walked out into the room with the beginnings of a boner showing under the towel? It took me a few minutes thinking of pigs rolling in shit to lose what had been beginning to show. Satisfied that I was presentable, I opened the door and walked out. April had turned down the bed completely, removed. We finished that bottle of wine off so fast it wasn't funny.When Larry came home, he sat and chatted with us for maybe 30 minutes then excused himself and told us we would have more fun discussing old times and old boyfriends if he wasn't there.He went to our bedroom and watched TV most the night. We talked past midnight and bringing up the old memories was so much fun. We both had so many of them together we never ran out of anything to talk about.........When I was 16, my best friend's name. Humein bada sukun mil raha tha, hum shayad ek dusre ki body ko bhi aur khud ko bhi bada pasand kar rahe the. Fir maine apne dono hath aage ki taraf uske mummo ko pakad liya aur bot dhire dhire hath un par chalane lagaAur shalini ke mu se siskiya nikalne lagi, aur hath piche le ja ke mera dono hatho se lund pakad liya. Maine us din se pehle kabhi nahate waqt mumme nahi dabaye the, soap ki wajah se unko dabane mein maja dugna ho raha tha.Thodi der dono hatho se mumme dabane ke baad main apne ek.