Bobby reappeared with some plastic hamster figures and climbed back in Tommy’s lap. ‘See,’ he said, proudly displaying two small plastic figures.... ‘This one’s Hambone, this one’s Hamlet.’ ‘They’re nice,’ Tommy said. ‘You wanna play with me?’ the child asked. ‘You can be Master Grimm, the evil sorcerer.’ While Tina made lunch, Tommy and Bobby had a good time playing with the hamster figures. Tina kept watching them, smiling approvingly, but Tommy was too busy having fun with Bobby to notice.. Then it struck me. It wouldn't cost that much but she knows I always wanted her to do this along with a BUNCH of other things, but this one for now. I got some money together and was off to the store and got her "gifts". I told her that we had to be alone when I gave her the presents. So I think she knew what that meant. The day finally came, and I had a few ideas that I wanted to run across her, Hoping that she was up for them. I brought them out one buy one for her and she was excited . She. Nitya: You are very charming, thanks for the lovely date.She said it. It was a meeting that had turned into a date. We hugged, without any show this time. She rubbed my shoulder as if she understood my pain. I adored her, but I couldn’t tell her about my real feelings.I pressed her silky curls and pulled the magenta streak between my fingertips as I kissed her cheek for the first time. She moved her hip into my crotch and certainly felt my full monty for a brief second. I was the forbidden. Humiliation ... and excess ... as a kind of antidote. Like a chemical balance in my life. And once I tried it - after all, I suggested Sarah tie me up first. It wasn't her idea at all - I knew that stuff was for me ... Sarah unlocked it, and I think ... I think Margaret defined me sexually. She taught me how to really focus and take pleasure from the right sort of pain."I cried a little as I remembered the good times with my Mistress, and how the delicious agonies I suffered at her hands had.