I have learnt it over time and do it regularly when it is time for him to be home. The strength of his sucks at my boobs gives an indication of the st...ate of his mind. He boobsucks hard and the sucks are more vigorous when he is angry, anxious, worried or stressed.With anger, the sucks become so vigorous that they pain sometimes. But One hour of this boob sucking session and his tiredness/stress goes. His boob sucking on me works like medicine for him. Then there is another round which comes. Maybe Texas, maybe California. Stopped by to see some old friends on his way through." The glance my way before looking back at Ronnie and the cop."He wanted to go see you mom, you know to get a piece before leaving.Still got something for her I think. Then he found out 'bout you and everything changed." His eyes darted around randomly but mostly focused on what was going on with this Lucky cop."You mean he found out he had a daughter and wanted to spend some time with me?" I asked hopeful that. It hurt less that way. At least, that’s what I told myself. ‘Penny for your thoughts?’ Nate said from behind me. ‘Or do they cost more than that?’ His voice had a slow, smooth drawl that sent a shiver down my spine. I hoped he didn’t notice. ‘I doubt they’re worth even a penny,’ I replied. There was more bitterness in my voice than I would have liked. Nate didn’t respond. I switched my attention to the view from the window rather than see the surprise in his brown eyes. He stood so close to. She'd been avoiding me like she had everybody else and while it made for tense times I was happy to let it go as it was. Anyway when she showed up it surprised me."Mr. Nelson," she said knocking on the doorframe, "are you busy?" Not really," I said blanking the screen and swiveling around to face her. "What can I do for you, Eve?" I just wanted to say I'm sorry about the other day." Eve Delgado apologizing twice in one year? A sign of the Apocalypse?"That's all right, Eve. I understand why you.