In this visitation, the spawn of Satan pinned me helpless as it raked my arms with until I cried in agony as my own blood flowed forth upon the floor....Content not with my loosing conciseness, the beast from perdition pulled me away from the peaceful darkness of sleep with the vile emanations from its mouth so that it may afflict itself upon a little longer.Where is my beautiful Victoria? Has she too forsaken me?Only the waking dreams of her tender touch gives me the strength to endure this. I know the law at that time called these same sex contracts “Civil partnership” but to us it was a wedding and we were married. We didn’t have a reception as such, we just took the boys and a few friends to a restaurant instead.John and Greg were going to run the shop for a week so that we could have a honeymoon. We had booked a room in a small hotel in Babbacombe on the south coast of Devon for a week. We took turns driving and arrived early evening in this little picturesque little town. We. That day was different I was not able to eat and sleep, after my mother came back from bathroom I went to bathroom and released my self. After that evil was in my mind I was thinking to fuck her at any cost.So next day I woke up early everybody went to job. I went to my mother and said give me some oil as my body is so dry. She said don’t worry give me some time I will help you to apply oil on your body…so I said ok and went to a room and removed my clothes..I was on in underwear . She came to. The evening had very reluctantly given in to darkness. It never lost its balmy sweetness. I sipped chilled white wine, so did Mary. Phil had turned in already, preparing for an early rise.Mary and I never seemed to want the evening to end. We even sat in silence, which is quite an achievement for us. Then Mary groaned and damned her job. It insisted she return to the stifling city next morning.Next day would be a Friday. I had juggled expertly to turn it into a day off. It would extend my.