He’s just–‘ ‘And this is?’ I’d interrupted, pointing at the toddler who was still staring up at me as though mesmerised, those huge brown ...eyes unblinking. ‘Issie.’ At the sound of her name, the little girl charged to Janine’s side, half-hiding behind her mother’s leg. ‘Short–short for Isabel.’ ‘Hello Issie.’ I softened my tone as I addressed the little girl directly, beginning to get that now familiar feeling I was trapped in a bad dream. ‘How old are you, then?’ ‘She’s eighteen months,’ Janine. The room was quiet, the music had stopped and there we were, feeling the warmth of our bodies in the silence and dim light of the candles. The next morning when I woke up, she was gone. I leaped out of bed and went to the window and saw her coming back from the barn, carrying a bucket in one hand and a basket of eggs in the other. I put on my jeans, went into the bathroom, peed, and looked at myself in the mirror, then splashed water on my face, gulping a drink in the cup of my hand, and then. .he like that feeling…then I insert my one finger…in his pinkish tight hole )Gaand) ….he was ticklish by doing this…and start some pain….I told him “Abdul…relax…it will be very good after…let me try…slowly…”He said “Okay”Then I start with two fingers….insert completely in his Gaand….he was in pain…but after …he get used to it….than I said“Darling Abdul….get ready for the next part…it will hurt you hard…but after you like it very much”Abdul ask “What is that”I said “like you saw on TV…one boy. She would lead me to the edge of cumming until I lost the ability to think, then keep me there while she made me watch her pleasure herself – and only then might she bring me to orgasm.One time when we did this, she refused to allow me to cum, made me ride home naked, playing with myself the whole way while she chuckled at my agonizing need, then had me cum in the car, with the top down, in town, at a traffic light while pedestrians and other vehicles went by. By the time I came, we had started.