"I know Aroha does too." Thinking about it and doing it are two totally different things," I said quietly amused."Have you done it yet, Gav?" she aske...d."Yes..." I finally replied carefully."With who?" Not saying. You can't be trusted to keep your trap shut," I replied, feeling my face going red."I would over this, Gav. I promise," she entreated."I can't, Trace. I just can't. I made a promise," I replied."Was it good?" Hell yes!" I breathed, a grin slipping out when I thought back."Was it Mum?". I was sure that I would be pushed aside once that end was achieved. Now, I dare hope for something more; something for me, for us."Jake swung an arm over Lesa's head so he could turn to face her. "I know I don't have the experience you have for a reference base, and I accept that this could be nothing more than puppy love, but it really feels like there's more between us that just sex and common goals." They shared a kiss and just held each other while the room filled with steam.Wiping tears. I thencalled Jessica. Her mother was rude to me, which I expected. Jessicathen took the phone. She said hello and then silence. I then told herthat I was going to become a woman. Jessica hung up. I sat back,feeling sad. I had to do it, but it hurt. A few hours later Jessicacalled and said she would be there tomorrow to pick up her things. Itried to talk but she hung up again. I felt horrible and had a miserableday.Morning came and I got ready for Jessica to arrive. I wore a pair. Andrea took the cage in her hand and raised it to show Ann how the urethra tube was stretching my poor penis. Ann asked if it hurt. I said yes . She sat her purse down and pulled something from it. I know she is a nurse and figured it was something to make my pain go away. I was almost correct she pulled a syringe out and in a flashed she stabbed it into the head of my dick. I jumped and she pushed the liquid into the head. She pulled it out and again she stabbed it in a different spot. She did.