We were so close to the happy ending but everything between us came to a grinding halt because he did not want me and the panic of this truth is what ...jolted me back to reality. I could not breathe when I awoke. I felt the dreadful pain in my chest and arms, piercing straight into my heart just as it did before. My tears could not be stopped from rolling down my cheeks as the realization hit me once again that I am unwanted by the man I love. I know exactly what the dream means, for the message. Today though as my wife was doing her thing with a female sales person, I noticed a very interesting young lad working. Now there is always what considered the "gay guy" working in these stores, but this guy, he was different. He walked around very feminine as if it was very natural, his clothes well he wore them like a girl. This guy really grabbed my attention. For the first time I was looking at a guy, not a shemale and my interest was sparked. I pretended to look around the store,. The surface wasa lovely shiny smooth latex and the only wrinkles were where he bent to show us the covering on his thighs. He explained we would have to be completely shaved from waist to toes, and they had a permanent hair removing gel so that we would stay hair free from waist to toe.The evening before bed, Jason and myself had a bit of rampant sex just in case we had to wait whilst the latex hardened., afterwards we smoothed loads of gel over our chests to toe and 30 minutes later had a. “Midnight again. Don’t be late,” she ordered walking away. I turned slowly and watched her strut away. That bitch had a lot of nerve, but I had knew that she was loving all the pain she was causing me, so I needed to try my best and not give her an ounce of emotion. The sex was going to be good whether I wanted it or not, but once it was all over she was going to get a single thing out of me. That night was almost an exact replay of what happened the previous night, only this time I didn’t take.