Veda – Come in, sweetheart.I went in. Immediately, Veda dragged me into the bedroom and pushed me onto the bed. She sat on me in cowgirl position. T...hen she leaned forward to kiss me and her pallu fell. She kissed me and I slid my hand into her bra and played with her boobs.Me – Wait. I have got something in my mind.Veda got up and sat on the bed. I too got up and sat on the bed.Veda – What is this, Rohan?Me – Let’s play a mole game.Veda – What mole game? I don’t know about it.Me – I will. To her response, I sent her a gif of a girl removing her clothes. Then we began to sext the whole night. I had to masturbate a couple of times and so did she. The sexting was so good we decided to have a video call the next day. We exchanged our IDs. The next night we had a video call. This was the first time I was seeing her live. She was wearing a white top sleeve and a pajama with her hair tied. I asked her to move back so that I can have a close look at her figure. She has a good body with. I had not came, I hadn't developed the skill of wanking myself off while being fucked yet. Infact for some reason I was completely flaccid. The blood was definitely rushing to my crotch but was not doing the job I wished for."How was that?" he asked. "As good as I'd hoped for" I replied. He then asked If i wanted to fuck him, which I didn't even know was on the agenda. "I don't think I can just now" I regretfully replied.He tried sucking me off to atleast get me some reward. I have never came. I poured another couple of shots of Wild Turkey and tossed them down fast and straight. It didn't help. My mind was still awash with images of my wife, naked on the bed, breasts sweaty and bouncing as she pumped a thick dildo in and out of her red-fringed pussy. I could almost smell her musk on my lips again, even after three years. But the aroma in my nose wasn't her musk. It was cinnamon and vanilla, and the face on the woman in my vision wasn't Janet's, it was Martha's.I left the study,.