I thought it today or never and then she went to try the same, I was very near to the trail room, since there was no one else, suddenly she opened the... door as with the expression she asked how she was looking? I was dumb struck to say anything, just managed to say awesome by my face expression and the door was again closed within a second. I could not believe my luck that day; I have seen my cousin just in lingerie. Then we both were getting heated up, we would smile seeing each other, etc. Now. .. In our future relationship, the biggest problem will be the age difference. If I push myself too hard on her, even if in the end I end up having sex, and even develop a relationship, she’ll think I was the one creating it. ‘‘I need to make sure she starts things so that in the future when she calms down and thinks carefully about the developments, she realizes it was her own will. If I push myself too hard, in the future she may end up thinking that I manipulated her and induced her into it.. The bus arrived just before 10.15 and I could see Heather's car wasalready waiting in the car park as it pulled up at the stop. Obviouslyseeing me in her mirrors as I walked from the bus, the boot swung openas I reached the car allowing me to drop my bags inside."Morning Angie," Heather said as I got into the passenger seat."Morning Miss," I said blushing wildly as she started reversing outbefore I had finished fastening my seatbelt."Looking forwards to today sweetheart?" She giggled excitedly.. I laid her on her bed and told her dont cry. She said ” edaa avidey ammayude roomil thailam undengil edadaa” . I got that thailam and i am ready to rub in her knee. She told me ” Njaan ittolaam nee po ” I forced her that I will rub and please dont get move. She agreed. So I lift her saree upto her knee and rubbed the thailam(Ayurveda oil). The softness of her legs twisted my thoughts sexual. I tried to move my hands just above her knee. But she bloked my hands and requested me that “Vendada.