Many times she had hugged me and I had even kissed her cheeks and side of her lips and even rubbed her butt and boobs. That day we were planning to co...ok a chicken curry for the family together.So we were cutting the chicken and mashing some potatoes and cutting garlic and onions. I went behind her and kissed her neck on an impulse hugging her just below her breast. She just leaned back to me. I started rubbing her belly then slowly her t shirt I lifted and rubbed her belly and navel. I was. I pulled the sheets back and laid back down. There was a knock at the door and I looked over to see her lean in and wink, then she left. After lunch she came back with a large bowl and a couple of towels. " it's time for your sponge bath " she said. I smiled and asked what happened to the normal lady? She smiled and said I traded with her. I said okay, she smiled and went to the sink and ran water in the bowl and added some soap from the bathroom. While it was filling she went to the door and. All the while, I played a game of mental ping pong. Thinking about the few boys I'd dated, I realized that I was usually the one in power. No matter what they wanted, I was the one that decided what we'd do together. If I didn't want a boy to touch my breasts, I didn't allow my dates to feel me up.As I headed back to my room, I began feeling empowered. I decided that if things didn't seem to be going the way I wanted them to, I could always go to my room and put an end to whatever was. I didn’t need to study because I made tons of money playing music. And money was all that mattered for a successful life. I knew the fallacy of that line of thinking and mentally kicked myself. If I hadn’t devoted the time it took to learn about the National Service and the law and regulations that governed it, I’d never be in the position of playing promotional concerts for them.“J, what’s been on your mind lately? I know it’s been busy as hell since we got back from DC, but you seem a little.