I asked her where it happens she told me in spinal cord. I asked which side she told me that it is down side . I touched her back from upside only and... told that I was thinking that slip disc is from near the neck. She told me no it is from dowen side. Mai apna hath thora neeche le gaya aur poocha yaha boli nahi aur neeche. Maine uski kamar par touch kiya to wo boli ki yahi. Phir mai hath wahi rakhe raha aur use puchata raha. Tab usne bataya ki slip disk ke bad usne ek jim join kiya tha jisse. Very happy. And, yet, at the same time, I also could notbelieve that I would be a woman for the rest of my life. I COULD stillchange my mind. But, I knew I would not. My brain floated on such a highthat everything just seemed dream-like and unreal.I knew that every day would not be perfect. I knew I would have sorrows,angst, and I would sometimes miss who I had been. Ryan would forever bean unfinished story. I knew that I would always wonder how things wouldhave ended up for him. Maybe, just. His nostrils flared and he started to breathe faster. I knew he was getting the whiff of my pussy and the idea excited me too. I kept still as if sleeping and watched. He then looked at the crotch of my panties and found it interesting. His tongue shot out and he started to lick off the dried pussy juice. He was wearing shorts (the Indian type they usually wear in homes) and may be he was not wearing anything tighter inside. I observed the fabric being raised as his cock started to grow. Soon. “Pete, honey. I’m so sorry, what I have done. Why didn’t you tell me?”“I tried to tell you. But you didn’t want to know! Remember, you made it clear you didn’t want to talk to me for a week. You even warned me that if I contacted you it might be all over for us.”Sue looked crestfallen, in that instant realizing she’d been just as stupid or maybe more stupid than I’d been.I could see the tears forming in the corners of her eyes, and maybe I was a little mean or uncaring, but that was the moment.