Make the sheriff look good or else. Nicky almost snorted in disbelief. Murder, blackmail, intimidation. Every wonderful fucking thing that made the wo...rld go round."Yes, sir." He hoped he was able to keep enough sarcasm out of those two little words to hide his true feelings.At one time, oh, so many years ago, Nick had been a idealist, thinking that maybe he could make a difference. He had gone into law enforcement wanting to serve the people and put away the bad guys. He loved the feel of the. I mean, I know I wasn'tacting like my usual self and was aware of that, but I consciously madethose decisions. I- I don't know. I just went with the flow and it feltright. I maybe could have stopped myself, but there wasn't a part of methat even wanted to."Isabelle leaned forward. "You were with a guy too, did that seem... areyou interested in guys too?"I shook my head. "No, not at all. I'm completely straight, but in thatmoment it didn't matter to me. Sex was sex, I was completely overcomewith. Or I had thought so anyway. I mean, I had worn some of the female members of my house' panties and swimsuits on occasion as a young boy but I always thought that was normal. I mean, apart from the silky smoothness of lace and satin massaging and teasing the penis, y-fronts are exactly the same really... just with less frills. It didn't last long though, I mean, how can a boy in a strict and straight Christian family explore his sexuality in any way other than what is considered normal?The urges. " He turns to Leslee. "I'llcatchya later Dudette!"Leslie after Jonesy is out of hearing quietly: "I am dying to hear abouthow you got your wand so soon."Darren: "First Mother asked if I wanted to find out if my wand workedyet and I said yes. She took me to my bedroom because she said my aurawas strongest where I slept. She and Jana had to help but after severaltries it appeared! Then she showed me how to pull the covers back on mybed. Well that was it! I knew for a fact I had made the right.