..In your dream you're lying in bed sleeping, your window opens and I slip in through it wearing all black.I creap silently to you and put my hand ove...r your mouth and tie your hands to the bed post with my other hand.You wake up and start struggling, "be quiet and you won't get hurt, you might even enjoy it" I tell you. You see the glint of a knife lying on the table and decide it's best to cooperate. " I'm going to move my hand now, so be a good girl and relax and do as I say" you nod your. "I feel it. I feel so full that I think my womb expanded just to fit it all. I can tell by my bulging, bloated belly," Amanda whispered carefully. I gave Amanda's belly a loving rub. She smiled and squeezed my hands with hers and wiggled her body to press closer against me. From there she turned her head to give me a quick kiss. "I'm not sure Amanda, but I think it's just as beautiful as ever. You're always so beautiful. I'm lucky and blessed that we have now become more than friends, more than. “I am not perfect, Alan, but I love you so much I could not stand to see what you were doing to yourself,” she said.I wasn’t going to argue with Mindy, but I knew even if she wasn’t truly perfect, she was still, in the title of the Alabama song, “Close enough to perfect,” for me.I told Mindy I now really realized what Julie had said in my dream, and now I truly understood how much I needed her.“I know, Alan,” she quipped, “but don’t forget she also said I am smarter than you are!”For once, I. I watched her sleep, bath and even work in the kitchen. She’s an innocent, sweet woman. But my dad doesn’t always give her the love she deserves.When my dad had to leave that country, he had left a lot of debts behind. The bank wanted to get it back so they gave a fake case against my mother in order to get the money. My mother was in really bad shape and she wanted help. I used to call her and console her.My vacations arrived soon and I traveled to meet her, I hugged her upon reaching home. I.