I couldn't understand why I wasn't appalled at what you were doing, but I wasn't. Not once. Then I decided that what I was feeling was lust. No one, m...an or woman had ever given me such pleasure or such satisfaction, but when I couldn't get you out of my mind and my heart, I knew I loved you. No matter what I did. I thought about you day and night, and I saw you lying next to me almost every morning. When you left, my heart ached so much I knew for sure it was more than lust. I can give myself a. I would call my wife to preempt her bedtime call to me saying I was tired and was going to go to bed early. Then I would meet him at a local coffee place, I would follow him home and once again have a cock in my mouth, only this time it would not be through a hole, but would be attached to the rest of a man, something new for me and another new thing was he was black. Tuesday came, I called my wife and then went to Starbucks. A newer SUV was waiting there, engine running. I pulled up alongside. She screamed. ‘Oooohhhhh!’ it came out a lot louder than she had anticipated but milked a second one before there was time to care. Her chest flushed a deep red as she turned around to if anyone saw or heard her. The noises from down below had gone a quiet for a few seconds but soon picked up again. She gained her breath and felt the last contractions die away. He was still down there so she took hold of the edge of the table and upturned it. It fell on its’ side a few feet away and Rick. . even before running into Liz. I still think you made it.”“You lost your hearing?” I asked, turning the conversation away from me. “How ... I mean... ?”He had kept up with the conversation when his back was turned so I didn’t understand.“About 80 percent in my right ear,” Brian said without a trace of bitterness in his voice. “I was an ordnance specialist. It was my job to clear roadside bombs and IEDs. I fucked up one. I got a few shrapnel wounds but the explosion damaged my hearing. I was.