I had no idea what was going on. Something. I could only surmise that perhaps the kids had sat down and talked about it later on. Perhaps they were ha...ving second thoughts about everything that had happened. Frankly, I'd been half expecting it, those same guilty feelings suddenly rushing back, which is why I sat picking at my own food.But Jackie, as usual, wasn't about to let it continue on for very long. Especially when she had gone to a great deal of work in preparing such a delicious meal. ”“I have a crewman who lives onboard. He keeps the boat shipshape and in regular use. On weekends, I take her out by myself for some quiet.”“Except for the sounds of water lapping at the hull and the slam of the sails as the wind hits them,” she smiled at the memory.“Would you like to sail with me?” It had slipped out before he'd considered the consequences. She worked for him, albeit elsewhere in the company. It was too late; he couldn't take it back. And didn't want to.“I'd love that,” she. Once the doctors were sure that she was tolerating the chemo therapywell, she was allowed to go to the cancer center closer to her house for treatments. The routine was the same each time Julie was at the cancer center. Therewas a chemo chair for each patient, sort of like a well padded lounge chair.Each area had a curtain to pull around it for privacy, but most of the patientswanted the curtains left open. Julie's chair was directly opposite Alan's.They would face each other across the room. I said – then you tell me what I should do? For now, I’ll run my hand work.She said – Why do you have a girlfriend? Do something to him?I said – so that no time should be made a girlfriend and I’m currently paying attention to his career.She said – Let No matter what, you have me to do so sometimes my heart. It will lighten your mood and your attention will be divided.Then I asked – Brother so much work! Day and night are just trying to make money, it takes care of your very own.She heard this.