Sleeping together, and I do refer to the sleeping part, is a most intimate act that culminates with the waking together and starting the day together.... To do that at this stage would lead to a certain amount of taking each others presence for granted. As far as we had went in our love making and proclamations of same to each other, our relationship was still in its infancy, a fact we both seemed to grasp quite easily."Robbie, are you up?" I heard her yell as she zipped past my door and pushed it. When I saw her slouched on the couch, I almost thanked her. Abby lay there with her legs spread wide open and her shirt sagging off her shoulders. You might think I'm pretty fucked up, but it was hot. She looked really slutty laying there, and instantly my mind began fantasizing about fucking her right there. I managed to get her to sit in the toilet and Tonya asked her if she'd be able to wipe. Abby gave a weak nod and Tonya asked again. This time she said yes with a little annoyance I her. ”“I’m sorry, Goyse, I just don’t want to lose you to a younger, fitter woman, that’s all.”“Keep this up and you will. I can guarantee it.”I walked away from her. I went to our bedroom and started to pack my gear away. I didn’t see her but I felt her presence in the room.“I love you, Goyse. I know I’ve been a slut to you but I do love you and I don’t want to lose you.”“If you were going to lose me it would have happened well before now. There are two things that will force me away from you. The. I know what people are. I don't walkaround in ignorance about it like everyone else. That's what makes medifferent." Is that what makes you angry?" Yes, I get angry that others can't see the nose in front of theirface. They can't see people for what they are. They can't see theresult that's sure to come if they take a certain action." You're holding them to a clairvoyant standard?" Dr. Newman asked witha raised eyebrow."No. I'm holding them to a standard of understanding cause and effect.Which.