Five months into her pregnancy, Beth had severe abdominal pain. Joshua Freed was stillborn a day later and the family deeply mourned his passing at hi...s funeral. I had no mixed emotions. I grieved for our son as did Beth. There was no blessing in disguise. Our child died. That tiny casket was the most heartbreaking sight I’d ever seen.Don Baird was convicted for raping Beth and two of the other women. Evidence for the other four victims was too weak to hold up. The horrendous trial judge gave. They too enjoyed talking to me. Arjun who was sitting in my side suddenly spoke, “Mam you smell very nice today and can I please smell you?”All the boys and I were shocked by his question. Others were waiting for my reply. I don’t know what to say. I just tried to smile and extended my hands towards him saying it’s my special return gift for him for the coffee. He kindly took my hands and started to smell from fingers.He was holding my arm in the air extended toward him with his hands touching. "Damn it. He was right. But I still wanted to play. Unsure how to address him, I just nodded. He continued."The rules of last night have been extended, and there are few more to add to the list. One, complete honesty, as much as is possible, especially concerning sex. Two, playtime is signaled, for now, by addressing me as Sir, and my response of Ann, or vice versa. Is that understood?" Yes, Sir." I felt him shudder slightly as I said that. Awesome."Very good Ann. Three, You will do anything. We went to the group of young men, 'Billy come with us', and he jumped up and shuffled towards us, like a proverbial penguin, the way a c***d does when they are not sure of their reception, or like I do with a pair of ankle restraints when entertaining guests in our local swingers club.'Take his hand Roxanne', and I took the other, and together we led him off to a quiet clearing in the bushes, 'Here is fine, we shall not be disturbed', I said, and without any further ado, I took Billy's head in.