By the time you get this letter I will be gone. I’m not sad about dying but I am sad about not being able to say goodbye to you face to face. For al...l the years I’ve known you I have loved you and cherished every moment we had together. There were a lot of events in my life that made me feel happy and loved and being with you was among my most intimate memories. You always made me laugh when I was down or hurting. You always came to comfort me when I called. You always understood when I had to. She was everywhere, in my thoughts, in my heart, and now in my dreams. I gently squeezed her hand, still in mine, watching a tiny smile appear on her face while she slept.The full moon was like a bright car headlight shining through my window. Getting up to draw the shade would mean letting go of Jenny's hand, something I wasn't about to do. I wanted to wake her up and tell her how beautiful she was and how much she was loved. Just thinking about it made me feel so soft and feminine all over.. I’m going to need to go out anyway. I need to pick up some things and explain to my lady why I’ll be gone a lot on this new job. She’s used to it, doesn’t like it, mind you, but used to it.”“You know, you could bring her here if you like. I could even lock myself in the office, it’s not like I don’t spend way too much time in there anyway,” Doug offered.“Don’t like her to get mixed up in my work.” Carol said, shaking her head. “So, shower?” she said, changing the topic. Doug understood that her. The remainder of the day was spent exploring a small trail around the camp and basking in the pool. It must have done the trick, because the k**s made no fuss about going to bed at 8:30. Unfortunately, my wife was also ready for sleep at that time. I was a little sad, as I thought it would be nice to hang out a little by the fire. I told my wife I would be in shortly, after I put out the fire. With that, she retired in to the tent and commenced ready a story to the k**s. When I came in to the.