The realisation stung home. But I have never even seen one, let alone used one. Surely this big thing wouldn’t even fit inside me. Despite my mil...d but growing sense of trepidation, I didn’t feel frightened. I was fighting an urge to put the tip in my mouth – to feel the smooth tip with my tongue. I altered my grip to hold it like I would hold my boyfriend’s cock when I was wanking him. It felt a little larger maybe but it still had a familiarity about it – the same kind of feel as a real. "...But you still have a date?" umm...yeah...I guess." I wasn't sure where this was going."Honey, you let that girl dress you up like that and you didn't stop herfrom setting you up with a date with a boy. You really should learn tobe more assertive. It's no wonder she sees you as a best friend. I needto think, I'm not sure what to do with you right now, but I do know Iwant you to get out of those clothes and go get your makeup washed off.Oh, and put on a ball cap or something to hide that. It’s OK. Pneumonia. I passed away in 1946.’ ‘I thought you were getting better.’ ‘I did. For a little while. Then I got sick again.’ ‘But your family, they were so HAPPY!’ ‘They were.’ Zuzu scrunched up her mouth, looking a little guilty. ‘New Year’s wasn’t a whole lot of fun for them, I guess.’ Annie bit her lip, reaching out to caress the little angel’s face. ‘So young,’ she said, ‘and so pretty.’ Annie felt her eyes well up with tears. ‘It was the time,’ Zuzu said. ‘Nothing a shot of. “They can’t do that!”“And the sidewalk,” Ariel agreed. “Gross!”“I’ll pull the hose around and wash the sidewalk,” I said. “When we get back this afternoon I’ll go have a talk with them. I doubt anyone is awake or sober this morning.”I sprayed down the sidewalk and managed to not get any of their shit on me. We walked down the middle of the street anyway to the next block where we could catch a bus to campus.Orientation went fine and we stuck together most of the day. Of course, there were.