.. Thank God. For a second I thought you were going to tryto talk me into a dress or something..."Sam said, "That's actually a really good idea Lynds.... I think that wouldprobably work."Lyndsey smiled and then looked at me, 'You told us this morning thateventually you might have to present as female... The dance might be agood dry run for you too."I sighed. "I know... It's just that I want to hold off doing that for aslong as I can." Tapping my temple, I said, "I'm still mostly guy up here."Sam. "Oh Tommy, why didn't you say something?" Well from where I was standing, it looked as if you were pleased he offered" Of course I was pleased, I'm dying to see Jill again, you know that!" Yeah whatever mum" I said sarcastically and went upstairs to the flat, leaving her looking very downcast in the garden.The atmosphere could have been cut with a knife for the rest of the day, neither of us said more than a word or two to each other at any one time, so after an early dinner I went straight. " Doc says your vision's fine." Yeah. He thinks it's all in my head." What do you think?" Well, I think it must be all in my head. I see the ball ok, and I don't -- consciously -- bail out on it, at all. But I've pretty much quit hitting." It's only been -- what? A few games, right?" Six games. I've got -- like -- four hits, all singles, in six games -- something like that." By your standards, that's not so good." That's right. I'm hitting .230 for the six games." You seeing a shrink?" Not yet.. In house wares we got dishes, silverware, pots and pans, a toaster, and a small microwave oven. In the health and beauty section, we got all of the grooming supplies that I thought would be necessary. She helped by picking out soap, toothpaste, and feminine products without my assistance. It was a relief that she had anticipated what I wanted her to do. Things slowed down a little when we stopped at the hair dye section. I asked her which package was the closest to her natural color. She.