There was a dim light from a lamp by the bed, and a candle was lit. She was laying on the bed, her head actually near the railing at the foot of the b...ed, watching Comedy Central, propped up a little on a pillow. She looked – astonishing. Her curls were glistening softly in the light from the TV. Her eyes were alive with sparkles, her dimples were showing as she gave me a big grin. ‘Come here and lie down and relax. Let’s watch a little TV before we turn in.’ One show led to another. My arm. ‘Well, you seem to know a lot about these things Deb, but what I can’t figure out is why you would be working as a costumer on this film?’ Kim said. I then related my history with CJ, how we had gotten back together after so many years apart, and how he had found my job with the movie company, but stopped there, not wanting to scare her into thinking that I was some sort of stalker, but I couldn’t help blurting out ‘I think you’re gorgeous and one of the sexiest women alive, and CJ loves me so. .. But he’s not with us today ... What will he think about this?” Checks Renae.Lorraine lets out a little laugh, a little embarrassed. “Well ... WE thought it would be good for me to apply ... But I haven’t told him I got accepted onto the show ... I want this to be my little surprise...”“OOhhh...” Says Renae, with mock shock. “So you’re going behind his back with my doggy?”Lorraine shrugs, cracking a girly smile. “I think that makes it even more exciting...” She laughs. “And it’s not cheating. Bell that way. Our attraction was going to stay just that, an unfulfilled attraction.Sandra never really got over almost killing me in the shower. I didn't think she did much of anything but knock me off balance. She thought she almost killed me with her "uncontrolled lust." She still smiled, petted me, and even copped the odd feel, but never again did she approach me like that day in the shower.During one of our frequent rest periods, as we fully broke in our new home, Colleen and Rebecca.